It's the same for me Edcognito. The stories you and C-4 wrote are recognizable to many of us. Me too, I very rarely visited fansites of other singers or bands and I have never been interested in their personal lives. Before I knew Alizée I had never even registered to any forum.
Now I visit the Alizée fanforums almost every day, I keep listening to her music and watching her videos
If you need counseling then you are not the only one. In that case we should ask Brad for a forum-counsel
I agree with you C-4, Alizée is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. And I also greatly respect the way she lives her life.