Yep...yep....yep
Edcognito, you're not alone, and not even in your age group.
I'm 46 as well, married to the girl I fell in love with at age *12*, with three grown kids, two grandchildren and currently in a 17 month program to be a control room operator at a nuclear power plant.
I have been a nuclear trained submarine sailor, an environmental manager of a chemical manufacturing plant, and even a door to door salesman.
Never in my life did I think I would become infatuated with a young singer from FRANCE at my age.
Just so you know, it's a long ride back to some normality once you've fallen under her spell. But I can fill you in - while *I've* regained some composure, I still come to this site many times each week and get my "fix".
I still find Alizée absolutely fascinating, with such great vocal talent and personality.
Don't worry. You still love your wife. Your family is great. But don't fight it. Alizée is now under your skin. It's a healthy feeling. You're still a living, breathing male.
ENJOY!
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